Experience way far from what I expected it to be.

This year I promised myself to be brave enough to try new things, to accept new responsibilities and to engage to something I never imagined myself to be in. So I did.

I tried joining a convention alone (meaning without the people I am actually comfortable with).

I tried running to a position in one of our school org.

I tried Wall Climbing. ( thanks to Nikka. )

I tried keeping records of my grades. (Sympre tried to compute din what I need to pass. Hahaha)

I joined a National Org.

I gone out all night with my friends without permission (Its not that I am actually proud of it. But thats something new)

I tried working and earn my own money (Its not that easy)

I tried begging a professor to pass (Did not work)

I made new friends

I tried (still trying) to fix myself everyday.

I engaged myself to an international accreditation program.

and Now I am actually.... To be continued..

I cant let this night pass without blogging about my week... It was a different experience.... Everything was different....

Started my week excited about the things I will encounter/accomplish regarding my construction expenses project with my tita. Accounting concepts put into practice. It was fun being able to verify check disbursements, recording actual reciepts and a lot more. Basically, I was thinking about the professional ethics I should practice. I was also assessing myself if I will be a good accountant. Recording/Encoding was a piece of cake until they came in bulk. Encoding per se was easy but encoding it with time constraint was a different thing. Patience is a virtue.

Another thing was I realize the importance of understanding the entity/transactions before accepting an engagement. I was not knowledgeable of the contruction transactions, the materials used and the contracts behind it. Im not even familiar of the suppliers. But you see, I promised myself to learn more about life, my chosen profession and to put into practice my learnings, and  skills. NO QUITING. It was difficult but I can manage. I am VERY WILLING TO LEARN.

I cant say that I was okay the whole time. I was afraid to commit mistakes. I was afraid that my knowledge about my profession might not be enough to help. Natataranta ako kapag nandyan na si Tita to audit me but my efforts are actually recgnized whether I was wrong or right. You certainly learn from mistakes.

An intro about my week..... cant help it eh... I wanna blog but I have to wake up early tom. so I'll follow this up when I have time.

imagine someone close tpos biglang separate ways because of a lot of things; school, family and new found friends for example. sympre you have things to worry about too but despite it you try to keep in touch pa rin.. trying pero parang unappreciated, unrecognize and un... i dont know...

it s*cks pero what can i do... maybe... just maybe... I was one of the things/persons left in the past na lang. but still hoping na hindi....

i told you so..... its just too good to be true... impossible na maging okay ang lahat.... may sasablay at sasablay tlga...

good days are over.... at pumipila na ang mga problema skin....

sana na lang mamanage ko....